
Location, the historic Emery Theatre
Actress Cyndy Allen has been approaching her craft with an inextricable desire to communicate emotion through her characters for over fifteen professional years. Her latest endeavor, Susan on the webseries Girl/Girl Scene, has vaulted her into a rarified level of international exposure. Allen imbues the conflicted Susan with a palpable sense of inner turmoil. As I clunked my ramshackle car into her glazed cobblestone driveway, I was unsure what to expect. Outtake clips of Girl/Girl Scene led me to think Cyndy Allen had morphed into Susan: a libidinous cougar venturing out of the closet in placid suburban Middle America. The trope had become a popular one.
I was greeted in the front yard by Michael, her affable husband of twenty three years. Jokingly, I asked him if I needed a permit to park my car, and he immediately retorted: “It’ll be towed by the time you get out.” He led me in, showing me their hardwood floored gym, and theater style screening room. Cyndy came down, and introduced herself. Their elderly golden retriever, Bailey, splaying a mouthful of a plush toy, followed closely at Cyndy’s heels.
Her demeanor seemed antithetical to what was portrayed by her Girl/Girl Scene character: somewhat shy and reserved. Demure. We sat down in front of the fireplace.
She told me about how she got into the acting business. Her acting career began at the age of six, with a school play, continued through junior high and high school, gravitating toward any drama opportunity. The acting bug, as they say, had her, and she was irrevocably drawn. To this day she remains called to the profession and craft.
Obvious obstacles arise while juggling roles of acting, and those of a wife and mother. The most difficult thing, Cyndy said, is “balancing what is most important. And dedicating time to each of those things, and making sure I don’t neglect one thing over another.” This balancing, Cyndy asserts not only exemplifies independence and strength of a woman, but also reifies her own embodiment of characters. This struggle to reconcile different realms informs roles and character creation.
True to her craft, Cyndy describes that “everything I feel, and everything I do goes into character.” Explaining further, she described the emotional impact had by a particular song heard on the radio, concurrent with hearing news that her father had suffered a stroke. Knowing this indelible emotive attachment to the song, she kept that as a marker for future roles. She told me she does this with everything. Everything becomes an emotive landmark for a future role. An enterprise so emotionally taxing – so draining – few attempt it. Such is the wont of a method actor.
In that vein of method acting, I asked Cyndy if she had any particular objects that she used to call upon as a device for emotional orientation. Her grandmother’s ring came to mind, because she says “there were so many feelings associated with [the ring].” That ring, she says, has been a font of emotion: from grief, to joy, to a profound understanding of her grandmother’s struggle as a woman. This memory approach is indicative of an adherence to Lee Strasberg’s interpretation of the acting method formulated by Constantin Stanislavski. Critics of this memory approach, most notably Stella Adler, question the practice of conjuring old memories for placement in current characters.
Cyndy Allen disagrees. Cyndy’s purpose for acting, she says, is to convey feeling and emotion. A communicative act, she says. The remembered feelings, she claims, are necessary. Combining that definition of the purposiveness of acting, with the fact that fathoms of sometimes excruciating emotion are needed to be dredged, acting becomes simply a selfless endeavor.
Expounding upon the role of Susan, Cyndy describes the inner turmoil of the character’s struggle to come to grips with her child’s sexuality, simultaneously grappling with the façade surrounding her own life, not the least of which being her own closeted desires. That straddling of realms – of worlds – is rife for storytelling. Expounding upon this, she says she tends to look for “grittier, darker roles;” something that can surmise years of history of a character’s personal background in this very brief communication of acting. That raw struggle is what is layered as a character, and provides depth to a story.

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She loves stage acting, but noted that “there’s not room for subtlety on stage.” Curiously, as if on cue, her dog Bailey nuzzled my knee.
Film, however, is the medium she prefers. Short films, due to length of production, and artistic rawness are what attract her most. When not working, Cyndy keeps her chops up with a close knit group of acting friends, bouncing monologues, and characters off of each other.
Cyndy sees her genuineness and Middle American sensibilities brought to roles as an asset, noting that the denizens of LA and New York are often jaded and desensitized. The Lexington, Kentucky set Girl/Girl Scene continues to be a wellspring for the authenticity of this Midwestern motif. The grit and rawness, and the inherent struggle of Cyndy’s character Susan, is implicit in the show.